It is a common feeling, for those that are more senstive to the energy of the world around them, and drawn to the arts of magick, and Pagan beleif systems to feel as if they do not quite fit into this world, and to feel as if they do not identify or relate to humans.
Many pracitioners and beleivers are otherkin in one from or another, and sometimes it does take a person time to find that which they truly feel connected with and can identify with.
Though in many ways it is a personal quest, I will offer my help in whichever ways I can to help you find the right path.
And feel freel to PM me anytime if you wish to speak to me privately.